Jiane Nicole Mallari Happy. Loved. Adored.
15. Taken. Filipina. Josephian. Volleyball Player. 9gagger. I believe in forever & 11:11. The sweetest bitch you'll ever meet. IDGAF. Need I say more?
Beautiful Individual/s. /
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*Read at your own risk. Bitchy post ahead.
bakit kaya nagagawa ng ibang tao na manira ng relasyon para sa pansarili nilang kasiyahan? Tapos iiyak sila kapag sinaktan sila nung sinulot nila, kasi NILOKO sila? tengeneng yan. Di ko talaga maintindihan kung bakit ganun. Naiinis ako. Mas lalo pang nakakainis.. Malandi na nga mapurol pa. Kung umasta pa kala mo ang galeng galeng. Ganda mo no? Sikat ka eh. Sumikat ka dahil sa mga issue mo. Puro kalandian. =)) Goodluck sainyo ‘te. Sana makatapos ka ng highschool ng hindi ka nabubuntis. Ako na bahala sa diapers at crib. =)) Isa nalang problema mo.. Kung sinong tatay ng anak mo dahil sa dami ng lalaki mo. =))))
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Grabe ang bibig ko. Walang preno eh. Sama ko talaga eh -___- =)))
Pasensya na ho sa tabas ng dila ko.
It’s been a month. I returned here on the Philippines last April 30, and it’s been a month. What can I say? Well.. The first two to three weeks was really fun, meeting and catching up with old friends, seeing my families and relatives again after 9 months. The first noticeable change I can say is the weather. When did the Philippines ever get this hot? Is it really the climate change or is it just us, Filipinos? Haha kidding, But its really terrifying specially with us who has no air conditioner at home -_____- just imagine us in a hot scorching noon. We can’t help but complain. I started training again, volleyball of course. And the last 3 weeks of training was extremely fun, specially because I get to be with him and friends. I just miss this. Gossiping and laughing our asses off? Classic. I didn’t have a hard time adjusting back here into the Phils. Maybe on my first week, I havent really had much sleep because I was used to sleeping with a.c in dubai T^T so I cant sleep properly here. But everything’s back to normal now. Starting of classes: June 6! And I’m so.. fvcking.. EXCITED. First day at SJA as a new student? Woah. After studying there for 9 years? Exciting. I hope this school year will be fun, more twists and turns and war of the worlds. Hehe. I just love the scandalous lives of us. Toodles!~
P,S. Good Morning! :) Have a blessed Sunday!
Long Distance~
8 months and 14 days. 8 months and 14 days pala tayong hindi nagkita at nagkasama. Ang tagal pala no? Ang tagal tagal. Mula pagdating ko dito sa Pilipinas, at yung unang pagkikita natin.. ngayon ko lang talaga naisip at narealize.. Nung nag-backread ako ng messages natin sa facebook, Ang dami pa lang nawalang oras satin. Kung iisipin ko yung sarili ko noon, nung hindi ka nakasama at nakita ng ganun katagal.. Hindi ko alam kung pano ako nabuhay. Hindi ko alam kung pano ko kinaya.. Nung nabasa ko yung message ko sayo nung anniversary natin..
“Hi lourde. in case na hindi ako makapag-online dahil sa bwiset na training ko na yan, Gusto ko lang sabihin na mahal na mahal na mahal kita. At sobrang nasasaktan ako sa twing naiisip ko na hindi kita makakasama sa anniversary natin at sa araw araw. Ang hirap hirap mabuhay ng hindi ka kasama at wala ka sa tabi ko. Sinabi ko sayo yun dati diba? na napakadaling mabuhay kapag kasama ka. total opposite ngayon, na napakalayo natin sa isa’t isa. Kung alam mo lang kung gano ko kagustong mayakap at mahalikan ka na ulit. Ipagpapalit ko lahat ng meron ako at luho ko sa buhay kapalit ng kahit isang buong araw na makita at makasama ka. Kahit makausap ka lang ng harapharapan at kahit isang napakhigpit na yakap lang. Sobrang nagpapasalamat ako kay God na binigay ka niya sakin. Hindi ko alam kung ano ako ngayon kung wala ka. Hindi ko alam kung sino ako ngayon kung wala ka. Hindi ko na maimagine ung sarili ko na wala ka sa buhay ko. Ayoko nang mawala sa piling mo. Ang swerte swerte ko sayo eh. Lalo kong narerealize yun kapag nagkkwento sakin ung mga kaibigan ko ng mga problema nila sa mga boyfriend nila. Niloloko sila, nambababae, nagsisinungaling at kug anu ano. Iniisip ko, ” Nagawa niya na ba sakin to? ” hindi, hinding hindi. Napakaswerte ko sayo, wala na kong hihingin pa. Yung paghihintay mo pa lang sakin, napaka laking bagay na nun para sakin. Di ako makapaniwala na kinaya at kinakaya mo parin akong hintayin at tiisin ng walang ibang babae jan na pumo-proxy sakin. LOL haha. joke. I’m sorry pero ganun kasi tingin ko sa mga lalaki eh, na marupok, na pinaghintay mo lang ng konti susuko kaagad, na may makita lang na mas magandang babae iiwan ka agad. Pero binago mo ung tingin ko at pinatunayan mo yung sarili mo na hindi ka ganung klaseng lalaki. At masayang masaya ako dahil dun. Kahit dota nga, hindi ka naglalaro eh. We’re the perfect two. Sorry kung ako, hindi ko mapantayan lahat ng binibigay mo sakin. Pagmamahal, pagtitiwala, pagiging mapasensya, pagiging lahaaaaat. Sorry if I’m not good enough. I know I’ll never be good enough for you. Sorry kung lagi kitang inaaway, laging cold at kung anu ano pang kaartehan ko na natatake mo. Sorry din kung lagi kong inaasar ka na may babae ka, alam mo naman na I dont mean it diba? Takot akong mawala sakin at iwan mo ko. Takot na takot. Pero alam ko hinding hindi mo gagawin yun. Alam kong mahal na mahal mo ko eh. At the same time masayang masayang masayang masaya ako, at umabot tayo ng ganito katagal. Mapapatagal pa natin to diba? 10 yrs? 11? 12? 13? 14? Forever and eveeeeeeeeeeeeeeer. Hanggang ilagay mo na sa daliri ko yung singsing na matagal ko nang hinihintay at hanggang ngayon ay hinihintay ko parin at umaasang sayo manggagaling yun para ikaw na ang makasama ko sa panghabang buhay. Mahal na mahal kita, Lourde Aeron Angeles Unas. Patuloy lang tayong mag pray kay God, at hinding hindi parin niya tyo pababayaan. I love you so much. Forever and ever, Babe. 
Happy happy anniversary! “
Grabe, parang naaawa lang ako sa sarili ko. Na.. hindi man lang kita nakita or nakasama. Na.. unang anniversary natin yon.. tapos malayo tayo sa isa’t isa. Parang napakahirap. Pero sobrang natutuwa rin ako.. dahil ang layo na pala ng narating natin.. ang dami na nting memories na magkasama, kilala na na natin yung bawat isa. Kung ano yung nararamdaman ko nung sinulat ko yung message na yan.. ganyang ganyan parin ang nararamdaman ko ngayon. Icherish natin bawat minuto at segundo na magkasama tayo.. at wag na wag na nating paghiwalayin nila tayo ng ganun kalayo at ganun katagal.. Dahil di ko na alam, mababaliw na ko. :)
ohai. tagal ko nanamang di nakapag-personal post. pag nacclick ko kasi yung tumblr, nawiwili ako sa kaka backread at reblog lang ng reblog. Musta? hehehehe, binabalandra ko nanaman yung mukha ko, nakita ko kasi na andami ko na palang mukha dito gamit yung webcam ni cy, kaya ayon. niupload ko nalang para may mapuntahan nama at hindi masayang yung pagpapakyot ko sa cam. muntanga parin naman. nyehehe :3 last 2 days ko na nga pala sa United International Private School. Nakakalungkot, tska nalang ako mag-bblog tungkol sa buhay ko bilang uipsian. hehe. Sa april 30 na nga pala uwi ko sa Pilipinas. malapit na! >:D nag-tatake narin ako ng advance exams ngayon. dahil sa monday na flight ko. kbye :3 c u wen i c u! =))
p.s; photoscape never dies. heehee. :3 low resolution will always be their number one feature.
ohai, goodevening. :3
natawa lang ako sa feature ng facebook na ‘to. pati ba naman end ng relationship? pang-asar lang? sobrang public na talga ng mga tao ngayon. pati ba naman storya ng paghihiwalay sa facebook nalang? grabe lungs. di ko keri. hahaha. hi guys! musta kayoooo? ;) magandang gabi. labandera nanaman ako ngayon! :D i-habol niyo na mga damit niyo dito.
*sings* yeahhhhhhhh dancing in the moonlight!!!.. every second is a highlight!! yeahhhh! *sings*
oke oke. may pasok pa bukas, pero atleast thursday na :3 weekends!!! <3 and malapit na ko umuwi sa pilipinas!
..mamaya uli :P
good morning guys! :)
Currently doing movie posters, ( idk what do you call these things ) but i’m lacking in something i don’t know either, inspiration, i guess? Meh, whatever. Anyways, I’m doing this for our movie, which hasn’t been uploaded to youtube yet because of my crappy internet. It was a short film, a horror film. But it turned out more like a comedy film. I directed and edited the movie all by myself, and now I’m doing movie posters. I’m proud of myself even though the movie turned out not really good but.. acceptable for a second year student who did all the off-cam work. And oh, I got a letter from my adviser last wednesday (?), that I will be going to Murdoch University on April 11 to attend their workshop/seminar for script writing for films. It will be a privilege because Murdoch is big and big. I hope I’ll learn many things and be better at this kind of things. Also hoping that I can use all my knowledge in films for future reference. :| :)) Looking forward into it. Morning guys!
Friends.
I called my best friend a while ago because she was with some other friends. Ynah, mikki, denise,.. etc. When they knew I was the one who called, they were just excited to talk to me and tell that they miss me and I should go home. I already called other friends the other day and it was just like the usual. “How are you?” , “How’s everything?” “really?” “Oh, good.” But when I heard those girls laugh, screamed, and enjoy each other.. Tears fell down my face. I guess I realized that I already miss them so much and it kills me missing so much about their life stories. Those girls were my best friends. I laughed and cried with them for years. I just want to go home right now. I have so many stories to share with them and I know they have tons of stories to tell me too. Wait for me girls, wait for me bitches. I’m coming home. Soon.
